Family

Yesterday was a great day, used TextNow app to text my oldest daughter to make sure that she had received the package that I had shipped to her, it was an expensive package, 2 digital cameras one for her & the other one for the grand daughter. 

She was surprised & frustrated that I was using a number that she never recognized, she asked if I was her father, I said yes that I was. She informed that she was now engaged to her bf who is 54, I gave her my blessing, she asked why I just dropped off the earth, I was brutal in my reply, her response was that she was not going to allow emotional blackmail, I stated I only gave the facts & if she couldn’t handle it was for her to decide if she still wanted me to be part of her life.

I told her that I was signing off and deleting that app, I never saw her reply at all. Damn that process that you have to go thru to delete an app on an apple product is maddening, 1. Make sure that you have screen time is turned off, if not you will never be able to delete any app.

I told her that I fought to stay in her & her sisters life, contrary to everything their mom did to block me from their lives. That battle was 7 years worth, 5 of the years I had to do a court ordered diary for each week, where I also had to provide receipts every 4 hours to prove where I was at each day. My daughters mom dropped them off on my weekend with a big surprise,“oh by the way they have lice” I piled them into my car, drove to target, had them stay in the car, bought 4 boxes of Nix, drove back home had them get into their swimsuits due to them being 5 & 6 at the time. 4 hours later, both girls were lice free, 8 hours later all clothing & bedding were washed & dried. 

They were excited about dancing in the shower rain, they told their mom, & dear old mom called CPS & insinuated that I was doing improper things body wise with my daughters. I was met at the door by the police, & CPS informing me of the charges that had been registered against me in a formal complaint. Thank God my landlord was home at the time, he backed up my side that my daughters were wearing swim suits due to their ages. I was handed a sheet with my court date & the time for court. Even though I had documented proof, plus a signed affidavit stating the facts for my side, the judge informed me that for the time being I had to write a weekly diary with receipts every 4 hours detailing my daily activities because of the complaint my ex had filed with CPS.

it took the courts 5 years to realize that my ex had used & abused the court system to her benefit, again was issued a court summons, went to court with my pro Bono attorney at the time, he spoke for me, because he didnt want me to screw things up because I was angry still after 5 years. The judge gave his final disposition on the initial complaint filed. She reamed my ex for using the courts to her advantage, to limit my seeing my daughters. She asked her if she knew that the daughters had swim suits on at the time 5 years ago, she admitted that she had known, what she didn’t know was the judge had talked with both daughters, they told her they had worn swim suits while I washed their hair with NIX. 

The judge informed her that if she ever used the courts in the fashion she had used the courts, she would be spending 3 years in the county workhouse, & I would be given sole custody. 

in the texts I told my daughter that I was tired of fighting like I had for the 7 years to stay in their lives, her response that she wasn‘t going to deal with shame guilt, I told her that telling the facts that I’m tired of fighting, that i was logging off, & deleting the app, that I would only be in contact with her 2 more times after that, she would never hear from me again.

Both my daughters are blocked in every means possible, I’m not going to try or fight to be in their lives anymore. Yes i will miss them dearly but its better to be balanced mentally than to deal with their emotional upheaval on a weekly basis. I am proud of what both my daughters have achieved in life even after being a dealt a raw hand by their mother & her actions she took in her effort to keep my from their lives. 

My oldest became the youngest administrator for 2 hospitals, & 4 nursing home food & dietary, she achieved that accomplishment at the age of 28. My youngest with everything going on in her life achieved sales director of F3 wireless by the time she was 28. I wish to be in their lives but they have made it a abundantly clear that I’m not wanted, by them accusing me of doing shit that morally I could never do, after seeing what my younger sister went thru with an physically abusive drug user ex boyfriend that tied her up and abused her in every imaginable way possible for 72 hours…

sorry about the long winded rant, but this is my means of staying emotionally & mentally balanced…

Parkland, Florida

I have a very bad inclination about the shooting in Parkland, Florida. When it was reported that the assigned SRO deputy sheriff at the parkland school did not go into the school to confront the shooter, I marked it up as an oddity.

Since it was first reported regarding the first Broward County deputy sheriff not going into the school to confront the shooter, its been revealed that 3 more deputies also were on the school campus and failed to confront the active shooter who is known as Nicholas Cruz. To have 4 county deputies to fail to encounter and attempt to stop the active shooter has all the markings of a direct order from the top sheriff to stand down in the case of an active shooter at the school.

The deputies no doubt had a current picture of Nicholas Cruz with the understanding that he is not allowed on the campus or in the school. How was he able to get on the campus, let alone enter one of the school buildings with the 4 deputies on the campus that day. The only thing I can think of is a stand down order from the sherif. It would not surprise me, since I saw him on tv in last crime update notifying everybody that the active shooter had been identified and was in custody.

He has since become very political blaming the politicians on the failure of not banning certain weapons so that the parkland shooting would not have happened. The sheriffs department was notified 39 times or more about the danger Nicholas Cruz represents. I’m not saying that he issued a stand down order but the current investigation will reveal something to that effect.

Since 1999, the first school shooting at columbine, Co the Democratic Party could have demanded that schools are required to have armed security or somenting to that effect to protect the students in the schools. The. Only they have done is to make schools a weapons free zone essentially turning all schools into a shooting gallery for the like of people like Nicholas Cruz and those before him.

A sheriff is to be non-political but in the case of the Broward County sheriff he is completely political to the extreme left from what I saw and heard from him. His statement after Nicholas Cruz had been captured and in custody a day later was in his rush to blame the failure to ban weapons such as the AR-15 and not the failure of several city, state and federal agencies that knew of the danger Nicholas Cruz represented but failed in every way in stopping him.

No we have another 17 students killed by a person on multiple medications to deal with his depression and psychotic tendencies. At the prayer vigil house member Debbie washerman Schultz turned the candle light prayer vigil into a political revival like they did with the Paul Wellstone. As an adult house member Debbie washerman Schultz abused her position to turn a student led prayer vigil into a political statement.

The entire Democratic Party now sees the student led protest as another means to use to cripple the 2nd amendment. The grief the democratic politicians are showing are nothing more than acting skills they have acquired to show that they care. From 2009 to 2010 they had every chance to ban weapons and assault weapons but refused to do so.

I have the deepest sympathies for the students at the parkland school but banning weapons is not the answer but to make schools safe by providing teachers(in they want to be trained), janitors the one school employee that tends to fade into the walls and are forgotten by the students that they are even there to be trained in how to protect the students, getting retired veterans and even retired police to volunteer to protect schools.

The students should demand that their schools should be just as protected as the buildings are that the politicians work in, instead of declaring schools weapons free zones because that is where every shooting has occurred is on school grounds because there is nobody to shoot back at them, during the 3 minutes they are killing people.