Family

Yesterday was a great day, used TextNow app to text my oldest daughter to make sure that she had received the package that I had shipped to her, it was an expensive package, 2 digital cameras one for her & the other one for the grand daughter. 

She was surprised & frustrated that I was using a number that she never recognized, she asked if I was her father, I said yes that I was. She informed that she was now engaged to her bf who is 54, I gave her my blessing, she asked why I just dropped off the earth, I was brutal in my reply, her response was that she was not going to allow emotional blackmail, I stated I only gave the facts & if she couldn’t handle it was for her to decide if she still wanted me to be part of her life.

I told her that I was signing off and deleting that app, I never saw her reply at all. Damn that process that you have to go thru to delete an app on an apple product is maddening, 1. Make sure that you have screen time is turned off, if not you will never be able to delete any app.

I told her that I fought to stay in her & her sisters life, contrary to everything their mom did to block me from their lives. That battle was 7 years worth, 5 of the years I had to do a court ordered diary for each week, where I also had to provide receipts every 4 hours to prove where I was at each day. My daughters mom dropped them off on my weekend with a big surprise,“oh by the way they have lice” I piled them into my car, drove to target, had them stay in the car, bought 4 boxes of Nix, drove back home had them get into their swimsuits due to them being 5 & 6 at the time. 4 hours later, both girls were lice free, 8 hours later all clothing & bedding were washed & dried. 

They were excited about dancing in the shower rain, they told their mom, & dear old mom called CPS & insinuated that I was doing improper things body wise with my daughters. I was met at the door by the police, & CPS informing me of the charges that had been registered against me in a formal complaint. Thank God my landlord was home at the time, he backed up my side that my daughters were wearing swim suits due to their ages. I was handed a sheet with my court date & the time for court. Even though I had documented proof, plus a signed affidavit stating the facts for my side, the judge informed me that for the time being I had to write a weekly diary with receipts every 4 hours detailing my daily activities because of the complaint my ex had filed with CPS.

it took the courts 5 years to realize that my ex had used & abused the court system to her benefit, again was issued a court summons, went to court with my pro Bono attorney at the time, he spoke for me, because he didnt want me to screw things up because I was angry still after 5 years. The judge gave his final disposition on the initial complaint filed. She reamed my ex for using the courts to her advantage, to limit my seeing my daughters. She asked her if she knew that the daughters had swim suits on at the time 5 years ago, she admitted that she had known, what she didn’t know was the judge had talked with both daughters, they told her they had worn swim suits while I washed their hair with NIX. 

The judge informed her that if she ever used the courts in the fashion she had used the courts, she would be spending 3 years in the county workhouse, & I would be given sole custody. 

in the texts I told my daughter that I was tired of fighting like I had for the 7 years to stay in their lives, her response that she wasn‘t going to deal with shame guilt, I told her that telling the facts that I’m tired of fighting, that i was logging off, & deleting the app, that I would only be in contact with her 2 more times after that, she would never hear from me again.

Both my daughters are blocked in every means possible, I’m not going to try or fight to be in their lives anymore. Yes i will miss them dearly but its better to be balanced mentally than to deal with their emotional upheaval on a weekly basis. I am proud of what both my daughters have achieved in life even after being a dealt a raw hand by their mother & her actions she took in her effort to keep my from their lives. 

My oldest became the youngest administrator for 2 hospitals, & 4 nursing home food & dietary, she achieved that accomplishment at the age of 28. My youngest with everything going on in her life achieved sales director of F3 wireless by the time she was 28. I wish to be in their lives but they have made it a abundantly clear that I’m not wanted, by them accusing me of doing shit that morally I could never do, after seeing what my younger sister went thru with an physically abusive drug user ex boyfriend that tied her up and abused her in every imaginable way possible for 72 hours…

sorry about the long winded rant, but this is my means of staying emotionally & mentally balanced…

Rights Versus Priveleges

I’ve decided to comment on everything that has been going on since the election back in November of 2016.

I find it funny that people who disagree with the election results now literally border on the edge of insanity. Never have I seen people go to the extreme that I have seen occur both in the print media and legacy tv news.

You have college students who never before participated in a presidential election and are literally emotionally upset that their candidate after listening to the media tell them 24/7 every day that their candidate will in in a landslide, it didn’t happen. They are taking to social media threatening to kill themselves if election results are not overturned in their favor.

Then you have both the print media and their owners and the legacy tv talking heads and the class of politicians who deem themselves to be our betters, bordering on treason with what they are doing as well.

Never before has an elected president been attacked and viciously harassed and interfered with in establishing his administration and setting his agenda as this president has been, did I vote for him no I didn’t, but I am accepting the election results.

What’s rights does a person have either private or public, are not priveleges but there are a few who see those rights as their privelegs.

Rights:
Freedom of speech: there are some limits on free speech.

Freedom to travel: you are only limited by your desire and imagination.

Freedom of association: because of the PC culture, you are attacked if you think differently than liberals and progressives.

Freedom to live where you want: this goes with freedom to travel, but there are those who feel its their right to enforce restrictions against those who disagree with them.

Freedom to drive: this is a freedom but the license to drive is a privilege only its not a right.

Back in 2015 the print media and the legacy tv news felt it was their right and privilege to literally destroy an announced candidate for president they disagreed with, so they pulled out all the stops that would have caved a pedigree GOP candidate for president or any other elected office.

They pulled out of storage a video of the candidate saying what he could do if he wanted to because he was a star, did he say he did those things, no he only spoke of an action not taken. Was it crude, yes it was but goes no where near Anthony Weiner did with a teenage girl.

Since Trump was sworn in as President there has been a constant 24/7 daily barrage by both the print media and the legacy tv news to try and take down President Trump, this a first that the 4th estate has been so open in its hatred of a President. But then again responsible journalism was tossed out during the 1990’s and its never been seen again.

What the media in general is now doing actually borders on treason with the constant printing and revealing confidential meetings between the president and the foreign dignitaries visiting the White House. This very same media in general gave both Obama and Hillary a complete pass on whatever they did legally or illegally.

The media in general has given up all pretense on being balanced in its delivering of the news, both the writers and the talking heads on tv show their utter disdain for President Trump in their words and actions. President Trump calls them fake news and it does fit the bill to a T. The news in general they give rarely is based on truth but their privately held beliefs.

Trump could if he wanted to due to the treason and espionage act, could shut down the tv broadcasters nationwide. Because they have leaked information that they shouldn’t have in the first place. They are working hand in hand with political appointees and elected democrats and rhinos in taking down a sitting president by any means even a coup.

It’s time for the average American citizen to understand that the Founding Fathers wanted a citizen congress and the president represent the nation as its sole leader. We have now what I call a political class that see them as being privileged and are better than the average citizen. They see themselves as being above the law, they see their constituents as being stupid animals that need to be told how to think.

The latest example is shoddy journalism is the recent firing of former FBI chief Comey, did President Trump stop any investigation no he hasn’t he is just replacing a man who helped Obama thwart any investigation into actions by Obama or Hillary.

The head of the FBI serves at the pleasure of the President, for the FBI is an administration agency, its not operated by congress or by the Supreme Court.

I watched actual tv for the first time since 2002, I lasted 30 minutes when I realized that, I have not missed out on anything at all. When I use to watch tv and the news, I became despondent on this nations future, just from watching the tv news.

By not watching the news or listening to the radio much, I have a better view and outloook for this nation. I have a right to my views and outlook but according to the talking heads and the printed media, my rights are archaic and I should be killed off because of them.